Ship Builder's Son: I give up

Monday, August 10, 2009

I give up

Not only was I told that the baby didn't make it, but now there is something wrong with me. Something about 2 uterus's or split uterus or something.

I GIVE UP

4 comments:

Kim said...: I can't believe what I am reading! No!

I'm so sorry! I don't even know what to say!

What? They are just now telling you about this split uterus? What?

I am shocked! I am so upset for you! I'm so sorry Heather!; August 10, 2009 at 3:20 PM
Trujess said...: What? No way! I wish I could fly down there and hug you right now.; August 10, 2009 at 7:46 PM
M said...: No, no, no, no, no.

I am absolutely shocked and heartbroken for you. I wish there were something I could do.

Holding you in my heart today.

So so sorry hon.; August 11, 2009 at 10:11 AM
Trujess said...: I keep wishing that the doctor was on crack and everything is still really ok...

I can't even begin to understand the amount of pain you must be in right now.

I am praying for you. My heart is bleeding for you. Let me know if you need someone to vent to.; August 11, 2009 at 10:40 AM

Our road to baby #2

2.01.08-We decided to try for baby #2.
3.15.08-We found out we were pregnant.
5.22.08-first miscarriage. (natural)
6.24.09-We found out we were pregnant again.
8.14.09-D&C-second miscarriage
9.9.09-hCG draw - in the 80's. Go back in 2 weeks.
10.02.09 -hCG draw 3-normal
10.07.09- Went in for 7 different blood tests. (Faltor 5 Leiden, Protein C, Protein S, Artithrambin 3, Prothrambin G, Lupis Anticoagulent and Anticardidipin Antibody.)
10.15.09-Found out that blood tests were normal.
10.22.09-Went in for an MRI to look for a septate. Results are that everything is completely normal.
Next step is to see a genetic counselor- to check if I and/or Ryan have abnormal genes.
11.28.09- positive pregnancy test! Will this be a sticky bean?
12.01.09- Positive blood test! hCG 422, Progesterone 19.88
12.10.09- hCG- 8613 , Progesterone-18.6
12.18.09- Dr. Peterson appt 5:10. Saw a fluid sack, but no baby yet. Sack measuring 5w,5d.
12.29.09-U/S appt. 6:30 AM. Baby measured 7w6d! HB 160!
1.08.10-U/S appt. 7am. Measured RIGHT ON! 9w2d! BPM 163!
1.21.10-U/S appt. 4:40 PM. Baby measured 11w5d! (supposed to be 11w1d!) Heard h/b on doppler!!! 163 BPM!
2.19.10-15 week appt 5:20. Went great! Heard the h/b on doctor's doppler 145 bpm! Decided NOT to do any tests on baby.
3.11.10- 9:30 A.M. Big U/S at the hospital. Baby looks GREAT, placenta is posterior, plenty of fluid, baby weighs 9 ozs, and I got kicked A LOT! We did NOT find out the gender by choice :-)
3.19.10-Dr. Peterson appt 5:00. 19 weeks!! Heartbeat 144!
4.16.10- 23 week appt. 5:00 P.M. H/B 143!
5.14.10-27 week appt/blood-glucose test :-} 9:20- drink the sugary stuff, 9:30-appt with Dr.P, 10:20 blood test. Bleck! Test-fail :-( Diagnosed with GD. Heart rate 145! Baby is great!
5.28.10-appointment every 2 weeks now!! GD numbers perfect and baby perfect!
6.14.10-11:30 appt. HB 144-145-perfect!
6.28.10-11:00 appt and U/S at 10:15! Baby measured 4lbs,11oz! Perfect! fluid still good, got some cute face pictures! Still fought the urge to find out the gender :-)
7.9.10- 9:40 appt. Baby looks great! Dilated 1 cm, and 40% effaced! appointments every week until delivery!
7.16.10-10:00 appt. HB a perfectly healthy 150!
7.23.10- 9:30 appt. dilated to 2 1/2 and 80 % effaced!! HB great!
7.30.10-9:30 appt. Still dilated to 2 1/2. HB still really great!
8.6.10- Last prenatal appt! 9:30. Dilated 3cm and talked about induction!!
8.9.10- Induction if I'm still pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday Alexis Sophia