I found myself asking this question to my nurse this morning. After 3 months on fertility meds, and no pregnancy, What's next? Are we ever going to be parents of child(ren) I love my son so much and would be happy with him, and I feel so blessed he is healthy and happy. BUT, I want to give him a sibling. He wants to be a big brother. I always wanted a bigger family (3 children) and this is so hard on us. I am not happy not being in control! It is so hard to not know what my body is doing and if there could be something wrong. My doctor should be calling me back. The nurse told me that they probably want us to take a break. This is devastating news to me because I am just getting older and time is tick-tocking!
I know that I have to put all of my trust in God and He will give us what we need. I know that I just have to go with the flow and stop stressing.
I know that I have a very supportive and awesome husband and son.
I am very blessed right now and really am happy, but this has changed me. I feel bitter often and can't help it. I used to be happy all of the time and smiling, but it is hard to fake it. I WILL feel better soon, but this month hit me hard. I can get over things real easy, and I will. I am excited to see what the doctor has in store for us next.
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I'd go to a second doctor!!! :) Seriously! My gyno after only 3 months of trying was willing to write us a referral to a specialist and at 6 months was insisting we go to one...we still have not yet...but the point is get a doctor that is more user friendly!!! No doctor should ever tell you to take a break when you are having difficulty getting pregnant...unless of course you are about to die or something nutz like that.
There is always something they can try untill they exhaust all other roads...like IVF, IUI, tube test...etc... oh and there is also this post collital test they can do, usually at the specialist tho to test if your fluid and his sperm are compatible...anyways I am praying for you girl! I feel ya...
Oh...look into red clover and vitex (chasteberry) they are a natural option if your doctor does want you to take a break. They take about 3 to 6 months to be effective and are best used in tea form...but anything moral at least once, right?
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