I feel better about the whole wanting another child thing. I thought long and hard about what I want in life. I asked God what He wants for me and the answer I got is just to wait and see. I know it will happen.
My doctor called me back herself at just the right moment and she seemed to really care about how I was doing. So, I am on the Clomid for this month and I am just taking it month to month. I have no idea what is in store for us at the end of the month if I get af, but I do know for sure that I will be okay with it.
The word of the day is STRESS! There is an obvious sign coming from all directions that I need to work on my stress level. My doctor asked me about my stress and asked if I can reduce it, Ryan has helped lower stress, and the sermon this sunday was all about stress and how to deal with it by relaxing and read what God wrote. (psalm 23)
I am at peace right now with moving on this month.
3 comments:
heather, don't think i've forgotten about you! i'm glad you are finding strength to move on and faith that things will happen in such a way that you can handle. stay strong and focus on de-stressing! once you get your body and mind in the right place, good things will follow....i know it's easier said than done, but your current attitude will help get you there!
Aww!!! Waiting sucks doesn't it? One day it will be all worth it.
Thanks foxyroxy for thinking of me!
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