Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Some anniversaries are unbearable
Today is the one year anniversary of our miscarriage. I was hoping to come on here and tell everyone I got a bfp today, but it was a negative. I was so sure that we would've been pregnant or holding our baby by now. That makes it sting so much more. I want it to be our turn.
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heather - i'm so sorry. i know how difficult it is. our 1 year m/c anniversary is coming up in a few days and i just feel so empty and somewhat numb to hope. i, too, thought there would be a baby in our presence by now. i understand your attempt to test today hoping to turn this day into a time for celebration, but you're only 8 dpo, right? that's really early. i guess we just have to keep moving forward and know that just because it's been a year, doesn't mean it'll never happen - hopefully it just means we're that much closer to realizing our dreams. been thinking about you and praying for you, and of course, always looking for some good news :) take care.
Oh Heather... I'm so sorry! ***HUGS***
It's still early so don't give up on the BFP for this cycle. I'm not sure I'd want to see a BFP on an anniversary such as this. I would make myself crazy worrying about a healthy pregnancy. Give it a few days and test again or try to wait it out. YOU WILL GET A BFP SOON!!!
Lots of hugs and sticky baby dust!
Bonnita
Thanks girls, I am so blessed to have such great friends!
Heather, I am so sorry. These kinds of anniveraries are SO hard! I'm praying for a BFP for you soon!! Thinking of you
XOXO
Girl...I know it doesn't help but you are only 8dpo, right....and I swear God just wants us to have some babies together...honest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so sorry for your loss...it makes it so much harder because you know that if everything went right your little baby would be here in your arms...
Just remember that your baby is real...and God is watching over him/her...and someday you WILL get to meet them...its totally not fair that its not now!!!
Did you name your baby?
Heather...I don't know if its any consolation...but you have been the one person that has been consistent in my life since we started trying to conceive. I always know I can count on you when I'm having a bad ttc day...or when I really want a baby and don't know why God hasn't blessed us with one yet. Thank you for being there for me. You are a treasure from God. I don't know if and when you'll get your beautiful baby...but I do know that through this journey you have helped me get from one day to another when it hurt too much to get out of bed every time AF shows up again and again and again. I've never met you in person, but sometimes I think God brought you into my life to make this journey more bearable. You are the best girl!!!!
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