I finally got my blood hCG test results and they were in th 80's. So they want me to wait 2 weeks and come back to test hCG again. I didn't think that it would take 2 weeks to come down from 80, but they probably don't want to stick me too much.
Grammy (Ryan's grandma we live with) was just diagnosed with Lymphoma. She had breast cancer years back and survived. (obviously) She just doesn't want to do anything about it right now and is sorta giving up. She just lost her rock (Pa)and now has to go through this alone. She knows she is not alone, but I would feel the same way and completely understand. So she has to do 4 weeks of injections and we are all hoping that is it. I feel so bad for her. We have been getting in each other's way lately and bickering a little. I know it is just frustration and depression, but we are trying very hard to make peace and be happy.
I am still in limbo (is that the right word?) Hopefully I will snap out of it soon. I had a really good day yesterday and I am hoping it is because I am getting my energy back mentally and finally getting out of the "why me" and "this really sucks" stage.
Luckily, I have a lot of stuff to keep my occupied. Football started! The office is coming on Thursday! Biggest Loser tonight and AGT finale this week! Yay! for usless brain activity!
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I'm sorry to hear about Ryan's grandma. Hopefully this treatment will do the trick and will be all she needs.
I also hope that your hCG is all the way down when you go back. So you still don't know if you have the septum (is that the right word?) or did you find out yet?
I think about you daily and you are always in my prayers.
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