Ryan had a very good Father's Day. Ethan bought him a portable hammock that we can take camping and to the beach. He really loved it! Mommy bought him some much needed new clothes.
I so wished we could be pregnant for this Father's Day, but God has different plans. It would have been awesome to tell Ryan that he was going to be a daddy again on his day.
I looked at a board that I was on before the m/c and those girls are almost half way done with their pregnancy and I just broke down in tears of jealousy. I couldn't help thinking that that should be us. I WANT to whine about symptoms and doctors appointments. I WANT to be uncomfortable and huge. I WANT to wake up many times in the middle of the night and not sleep well. But most of all I WANT a baby. I think I will stick to the TTC boards. I hate feeling this way.
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